Here I am sitting at the bar of the restaurant where the guy I thought I was dating a few months ago (but apparently I was mistaken) is the head chef. I was supposed to meet 3 of my friends for a girls’ lunch but no one’s shown up. I’m hiding in a dark corner just hoping he doesn’t walk out of the kitchen and notice me all alone. Because I know he’s going to think I’m here to casually say hello, which I’m not. I’ve seen his new girlfriend and I understand what all my unanswered texts mean.
Would it be weird if I put a big sign on my head that says “I’m not here for you.”?
I just want to crawl into a hole and cry after these last 2 weeks.
rantrantrantrant
